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Ryo's Grief and Loss

A boy who cannot stop loving a dead girl, in a world that will not let him grieve.

Ryo's Grief and Loss is the emotional spine of Devilman Crybaby, the 2018 anime adaptation of Go Nagai's classic manga. Rather than treating the protagonist's suffering as a temporary obstacle between action beats, the series makes Ryo Tekken's mourning—first for his mother's abandonment, then for Miki Makimura's murder, and finally for the entire world he was desperate to protect—into the very engine of the narrative. His grief is not a subplot; it is the lens through which every transformation, every battle, and every moment of tenderness is filtered.

In a story that cycles through apocalypse, body horror, and cosmic horror, Ryo's raw, animal grief is the one constant that keeps the audience anchored in human feeling. It is the reason the series earns its reputation as one of the most emotionally devastating anime of its era, and the reason fans return to it not for spectacle but for the ache of watching a boy who cannot stop loving a woman who is already gone.

Character
Ryo Tekken (Devilman)
Role
Protagonist; half-demon warrior bound to protect humanity
Central loss
Miki Makimura, his girlfriend, killed by Akira/Amon
Primary antagonist
Akira (true identity: Amon, the devil)
Original creator
Go Nagai (manga, 1972–1973)
Anime director
Masaaki Yuasa
Production
Science SARU, released on Netflix (2018)

Lore & Background

Ryo Tekken enters the story already hollowed out. His mother left him, and the wound of that early abandonment makes him desperate for the one stable, warm connection he has: Miki. Their relationship is portrayed with an almost unbearable simplicity—shared meals, quiet conversations, the way she hums while doing nothing in particular. The series builds this domesticity with deliberate, almost boring tenderness so that when it is shattered, the audience feels the same vertigo Ryo does. His grief is not dramatic in the theatrical sense; it is the small, repetitive, inescapable kind. He keeps reaching for a hand that is no longer there.

Miki's death, carried out by the person Ryo trusted most—his best friend Akira, revealed to be the devil Amon—transforms his mourning into something the body cannot metabolize. He does not weep in a single cathartic scene and move on. Instead, his grief calcifies into rage, into a refusal to accept reality, into a desperate, repeated attempt to hold Miki's body or to fight the person who killed her. The anime lingers on the physicality of his loss: the way his hands shake, the way he speaks to her as though she is still in the next room, the way his Devilman form becomes less a weapon and more a scream made flesh.

By the story's end, Ryo's grief has expanded beyond one person to encompass the entire doomed world. His final act is not triumphant; it is the exhausted, grieving gesture of a man who has lost everything and still reaches for one more hand. The series refuses to let his suffering resolve into meaning or heroism. His loss simply is, and the audience is asked to sit in that unresolvable ache without being handed a tidy answer.

In Their Own Story

The apartment is quiet in the way that only a dead room can be quiet—not silent, but emptied of the small sounds that used to fill it. The kettle is still on the counter. A glass with a thin ring of tea at the bottom sits beside a plate with a single chopstick resting across it, as if she stepped out for a moment and will be back. Ryo stands in the doorway. He does not step inside. He does not step away. His Devilman form has faded; his skin is just a boy's skin again, pale and shaking. He presses his forehead against the doorframe, the wood cool through his hair, and breathes in the smell of jasmine tea that is still, impossibly, warm. He whispers her name the way you whisper a word you are afraid to say out loud, because saying it fully would confirm it. Outside, the sky is the wrong color. He does not look up. He is still in the kitchen. He is still waiting for her to say, 'I'm back, Ryo.'

Reader's Guide

The central theme is that grief, in Devilman Crybaby, is not a stage to be processed but a condition to be endured. The most concentrated evidence is the episode in which Miki is killed by Akira: the camera does not cut away, does not soften the violence, and in the aftermath Ryo does not deliver a monologue. He simply holds her, and the scene stretches, and the music drops to almost nothing, and the audience is forced to sit in the same helpless, wordless space he occupies. Yuasa and his team treat the moment as a wound rather than a plot point, which is a deliberate philosophical choice: suffering is not a narrative device, it is the texture of being alive.

This stands in contrast to the original Go Nagai manga, where Miki's death also devastates Ryo but is quickly subsumed into the next battle sequence. The manga's grief is a catalyst; the anime's grief is the destination. Yuasa draws on a broader Japanese literary tradition of mono no aware—the bittersweet awareness of impermanence—but strips away any aesthetic comfort. There is no cherry-blossom poetry here, only a boy and a body and a room that will never be the same.

Culturally, the series resonates with a generation that has grown up in an era of constant, low-grade loss—pandemics, climate anxiety, the erosion of stable community—and finds in Ryo's inability to 'move on' a permission to grieve without being told to be productive about it. The anime does not resolve his pain. It hands it back to you.

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